Tuesday, January 27, 2009

http://www.laurenshaw.com/




















These were taken by my photo teacher Lauren Shaw who was my unnoficial shrink for my last 2 years of college.

Monday, January 26, 2009

The science of love


http://www.youramazingbrain.org.uk/lovesex/sciencelove.htm
how to fall in love:
  • Find a complete stranger.

  • Reveal to each other intimate details about your lives for half an hour.

  • Then, stare deeply into each other’s eyes without talking for four minutes.

"By analysing blood samples from the lovers, Dr Marazitti discovered that serotonin levels of new lovers were equivalent to the low serotonin levels of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder patients."
"Oxytocin is a powerful hormone released by men and women during orgasm. Diane Witt, assistant professor of psychology from New York has showed that if you block the natural release of oxytocin in sheep and rats, they reject their own young. Conversely, injecting oxytocin into female rats who’ve never had sex, caused them to fawn over another female’s young, nuzzling the pups and protecting them as if they were their own."

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

www.zeitgeistmovie.com

zeit-geist: the spirit of the time; general trend of thought or feeling characteristic of a particular period of time.

``Corporation, n. An ingenious device for obtaining individual profit without individual responsibility.''-Ambrose Bierce, The Devil's Dictionary

To teach the Rockefeller drug ideology, it is necessary to teach that Nature didn't know what she was doing when she made the human body.-------Hans Ruesch

"it is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society"-jiddu krishnamurti

"none are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe they are free"- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

What I say today everybody will say tomorrow, though they will not remember who put it into their heads. Indeed they will be right for I never remember who puts things into my head : it is the Zeitgeist.”- george bernard shaw

"The more you begin to investigate what we think we understand, where we came from, what we think we’re doing; the more you begin to see we’ve been lied to. We’ve been lied to by every institution. What makes you think for one minute that the religious institution is the only one that’s never been touched? The religious institutions of this world are at the bottom of the dirt. The religious institutions in this world are put there by the same people who gave you your government, your corrupt education, who set up your international banking cartels; because our masters don’t give a damn about you or your family. All they care about is what they have always cared about and that’s controlling the whole damn world.

We have been misled away from the true and divine presence in the universe that men have called God. I don’t know what God is but I know what he isn’t. And unless and until you are prepared to look at the whole truth and wherever it may go, whoever it may lead to — if you want to look the other way or if you wanna play favorites, then somewhere along the line you’re gonna find out you’re messing with divine justice. The more you educate yourself, the more you understand where things come from the more obvious things become and you begin to see lies everywhere. You have to know the truth and seek the truth and the truth will set you free."

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

my parents want me to move home :(


full moon

my new feather braid

muffler I knit

thrifted jacket kennedy got me




Saturday, January 10, 2009

Mercury in Retrograde


so as of 4:45 tomorrow, mercury will officially be in retrograde for the first of four times this year. This typically means that stuff in your life will get all crazy and terrible and unexpected things will happen,

"Mercury retrograde gives rise to personal misunderstandings; flawed, disrupted, or delayed communications, negotiations and trade; glitches and breakdowns with phones, computers, cars, buses, and trains. And all of these problems usually arise because some crucial piece of information, or component, has gone astray or awry.
It is therefore not wise to make important decisions while Mercury is retrograde, since it is very likely that these decisions will be clouded by misinformation, poor communication and careless thinking. Mercury is all about mental clarity and the power of the mind, so when Mercury is retrograde these intellectual characteristics tend to be less acute than usual, as the critical faculties are dimmed. Make sure you pay attention to the small print!"

Even though this doesn't start for another day or so, the worst of it usually happens when mercury slows a few days prior. I've been picking fights with people, doing really mean stuff behind people's backs, hating everything about myself and my life...just fucking things up all over the place. Also, the moon will be full in about 35 minutes which makes people all kinds of crazy too. I wish i could just hibernate and sleep the crazy off.

Movies
Frida
8 women
unforgiven
delicatessen
there will be blood
tropic thunder
the jerk
being john malkovich
1408
crazy love
this american life season 1
before the devil knows you're dead
casino