HAIR

Yay! Hair!! Finally.

ME today




Today I'm going to rent a bunch more movies, make a pie, do yoga, maybe read in the coffee shop while it snows and feel better about my skin and hair.

I just got my computer running again and I've realized how ugly I've gotten over the years. I'm not fishing for compliments but CHEESE AND RICE I let myself go. The good news is that I'm on the up and up what with caring about myself and all.
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last summer when I got fake sober for a week.



I don't have any current picture because I'm scared to see how I really look but my skin doesn't look grey anymore :) I do yoga almost every day now and I sleep well and even though I'm still kind of miserable, I feel a thousand times better physically.

I got a job at the laundromat next door and get paid minimum wage on book. Its really easy and they have cable but will I be able to make rent? Definitely not. I miss everyone and I'm really trying to answer my phone and be social so don't give up on me...

in memoriam: full cable and DVR 07-08

netflix:
slums of beverly hills
but I'm a cheerleader
secretary
hapiness
broken english
the ice storm
sopranos
my so-called life
the simple life
2 days in paris
night on earth
the brandon teena story
i like killing flies
oh in ohio

Jenna and her computer have come back back from cali cali

I've been watching an average of 3 movies a day (4 or 5 if I'm not working which is rare) and I can't even remember what all of them were but I'll try to make a list. My super beautiful and intelligent friend Kennedy came to Boston for a few days to hide from life and we had a very pleasant time watching movies, eating subs and shopping. I miss waking up to the sight of a tiny girl curled up in a ball with her mouth gaping open and cuddling with an old slip. Its been over a week since she left and I haven't had any contact with friends since last night when jenna returned so its been a pretty solitary week.







p.s. my sunflowers are alive and well!

V.H.S.

Movies watched:
les enfants du paradis
barefoot in the park
spidey 1+2
Batman 1+2
a brief history of time (not so brief)
wonderboys
sophie's choice
pineapple express
the wizard of oz (with pink floyd dsotm which is sooooo dorky but it turned out to be fucking awesome)
friends with money
the business of being born (which convinced me to plan on having a home birth when I get knocked up)
mr. deeds
12 monkeys
entree nous
koma (a japanese horror flick!)
Manhattan
ali

this is where I watch most movies:

This is what I mostly look like doing it


In other news, my wisdom teeth are coming in and I need to make an emergency dentist appointment because its just getting worse and worse each day. Also, my new job is good and I like the people there but I'm working ALL THE GODDAMN TIME and I probably won't even have time to get my teeth looked at this week. So now I'm going to take a pill I got from this epileptic lady at work and watch some more vhs tapes (unless the pill knocks me out b/c I'm not quite sure how strong it is).
OH and I'm going to england with holky holcomb in the beginning of october! I'm going to see my 92 yr old grandmother while I'm there but the rest of the time is going to be spent hiking across gorgeous countryside, drinking pints, eating overpriced food and visiting filming sites from the epic classic Withnail and I.

Flower time?

Is that a flower bud? I really hope so because they don't have much time before it gets cold out!

My marigolds.

My bachelor's button. This is only the second flower and it'll probably die in like an hour.

Zinnia


curious cats


My hair is getting longer and I'm super excited about it.

New Job!

I just finished my first day at the Kinsale which is right next to the gov't center t stop and it was really awesome. I only got yelled at once but it was because I licked clam chowder off my hand in the kitchen and apparently that's gross (I know its gross).
Here are some oldish pictures I scanned the other day:

Me making my first movie, starring jaimee baker and jeff mardanes.

Jamaica!

One of the only existing pictures of me and kennedy together

Senior year art history trip

umass amherst

YES I was obsessed with leonardo dicaprio.

My cousin kind of looks like Natalie Portman and I sort of look like a loser.

My boys!


I was a boy.

beachcombers

I think this was the first time I let anything hello kitty touch my body.

Movies

atonement
becoming jane
small time crooks
anything else
hollywood ending
the curse of the jade scorpion
I have never forgotten you
independence day

I have a serious celebrity crush on James McAvoy despite him being the complete opposite of my typical "type". I'm pretty sick of all of this unrequited/forbidden love bullshit though.
Woody Allen keeps trying to make movies and they're pretty good to fall asleep to but I don't really have much else to say about them. Anything Else was definitely the worst of them bunch and Small Time crooks was probably the most bearable.
Next on Netflix: City of Lost Children and Sophie's choice
Now I'm probably going to watch the love guru on one of those video pirating websites because I don't sleep anymore.
Also, my friends Tina and Tacky just had a precious little baby! Her name is Rosalie and she's going to be the prettiest little girl! I can't wait to see her dressed up in adorable miniature clothing. Congrats you two!

How to make an american quilt.

young lovers seek
perfection.

old lovers learn
the art of sewing
shreds together.

and of seeing beauty
in a multiplicity
of patches.

2 hours of chick flick glory!

Other awesome stuff I've seen lately:
the tiger in the snow
to catch a thief
grandma's boy
austin powers 1, 2 and 3
rashomon
sid and nancy
the last king of scotland
whats eating gilbert grape
basquiat
wall-e

lots are repeats but all are amazing

stuff I'm currently obsessed with