I just got my computer running again and I've realized how ugly I've gotten over the years. I'm not fishing for compliments but CHEESE AND RICE I let myself go. The good news is that I'm on the up and up what with caring about myself and all.
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last summer when I got fake sober for a week.



I don't have any current picture because I'm scared to see how I really look but my skin doesn't look grey anymore :) I do yoga almost every day now and I sleep well and even though I'm still kind of miserable, I feel a thousand times better physically.

I got a job at the laundromat next door and get paid minimum wage on book. Its really easy and they have cable but will I be able to make rent? Definitely not. I miss everyone and I'm really trying to answer my phone and be social so don't give up on me...

in memoriam: full cable and DVR 07-08

netflix:
slums of beverly hills
but I'm a cheerleader
secretary
hapiness
broken english
the ice storm
sopranos
my so-called life
the simple life
2 days in paris
night on earth
the brandon teena story
i like killing flies
oh in ohio