I went home last night and did some darkroom stuff and tried to figure out more stuff on photoshop. When looking through pics at home, I found my old diary from 8th-9th grade which I really haven't read since back then and its hysterical. I'm all "This week I smoked mariwana for the first time behind this tractor at the carnival. We smoked a total of 6 joints, which I think is a lot, and I got quite high. then this upperclassman picked us up in her car and we smoked more pot and then went to robbie's house and he was with this girl that was NOT his girlfried! Then we went to Charlene's house and were trying to get a hold of some liqour but we couldn't and then Lisa and Jaimee came over and were WASTED off takilla (sp?) and I mean I was the one who wanted to get drunk in the first place you know? It sucked.".........."we hid till my mom was out of sight, then met up with nick and he got our tickets for the movie! so sweet! Mer and him were supposed to break up and even though she was my friend, I really liked him and wanted him to ask me out. So then we saw the mummy and super awesome but it would've been better if they weren't holding hands and resting their heads on each other GAG! Ooops, I gotta wrap this up cuz Holky's beeping me. -Caroline" And then theres a lot of super depressing shit that I don't want to remeber but its still entertaining I guess.
Pics I scanned:

My newest celebrity, time machine, infatuation

Early 1980s Nikki Sixx

Whenever I think about what he looks like now my serotonin levels crash

to make this picture I had to do darkroom to scanner to photoshop so it took foreverrrrrrr but I'm happy

hiphophat

ALL HIPHOP, ALL THE TIME

Create a playlist at MixPod.com

I watched a lot of movies today because I'm alone in the apartment (for the first time in months maybe) and I don't know what to do to with myself. I also started running which is CRAZY. I haven't run in 2 years cuz I'm all "ohh I smoke and my shins are kind of bad and I take walks" blah blah blah. It really does take your mind off of everything and make you feel the "exercise high" which I didn't really think existed. I can only run a mile and a half but I remember how hard running "the mile" was so I figure a mile and a half is pretty good.
Movies watched today-
no country for old men
things we lost in the fire
ghost
the purple rose of cairo

oh and I saw "I love you man" yesterday, by myself, and it was pretty dissapointing. Funny stuff happened and paul rudd and jason segal were funny but bad editing and bad writing made it really hard to watch. dont pay $10 to see this and/or dont see it sober.

After a lot of pissing and moaning about how they locked us out of our roof, I finally opened the door with a hammer, screwdriver, pliers and a paring knife. I felt so cool afterwards I called everyone I know to tell them.

new playlist (to cure sluggishness and general depression)

Notorious B.I.G.- Juicy
odb- shimmy shimmy ya
salt n' pepa- whatta man
slick rick- children's story
2pac- keep ya head up
Pete rock and Cl smooth- they reminisce over you
beastie boys- sure shot
nicole ray ft. missy elliot- I got what you want
fugees- killing me softly
P diddy- its all about the benjamins
salt n' pepa- shoop
arrested development- Tennessee
TLC- no scrubs
tribe called quest- check the rhime
rob base and dj ez- rock it takes two
del la soul- me myself and I

yahoo news

Tragedy at Sea: Joke Chokes Deckhand In Front of Kids
A deckhand on a charter boat full of school children from L.A. choked to death on a bait fish he had put in his mouth as a joke.
Salas called it a "tragic freak accident." It was made all the more horrific by the fact that it happened in front of the group about 20 elementary school kids from the The Los Angeles Unified School District.Fire Battalion Chief Battalion Chief Frank Hayes says the 54-year-old longtime fisherman was "trying to be lighthearted and make the students laugh when he put the fish in his mouth."
The fish lodged in his throat, Twaddle quickly lost consciousness and was later pronounced dead at St. Mary Medical Center.